Passé et Présent, Entrelacés

I'm betting you're very bored
because there is no way someone would find this website otherwise
only someone bored would be searching for blogs or anything to read or to do
I'm sorry this blog must be deceiving
Oh well  ^_^
I'm doing this more for myself than for you, reader
I'd leave if I were you. NOW. GONE. please?
this is your last chance, trust me. this blog is a total waste of your time

anyway, it is snowing outside
how the fuck is it snowing in april?
it's cool in December or when you're opening your presents on Hanuka or Christmas day
but it's starting to be slightly depressing

her : do you like him
me : HAHA
me : haha
me : no
her : good

^> I hate to lie but I hate to show my emotions even more. Saddening isn't it?
T_T

Reader, if you have read all of this and are still reading, will you please answer the following question under "comments" ?
Someone asked me out "jokingly" on April fool's day and then said it was a joke (fortunately I knew it was April 1st so I didn't fall into the trap. Does it mean something, anything, though ?
This must sound pitiful, pathetic to your ears. But I really would like to know if asking someone out on april first is what anxious people do when they're not sure about what the girl is going to answer...
was denkt ihr ?
qu'en pensez-vous?
Any response would be much, much appreciated

music to download : Spirited away OST
book to read : Brave new world / Le meilleur des mondes by...I forgot his name. just ask google, it'll tell you

Since I were young, I've always wanted to be different because being like everyone else was too boring, and too ordinary-obviously.
So I tried to be different by dressing differently, but I quickly stopped since I realized it was not really making me different.
Why be different? Well I want to impress. I want to be respected maybe. I really want to change something in this world. And now I want to impress someone I like ^_^
I tried being different by talking to older people online...don't ask
didn't turn out so well
I learned a good lesson..that's for sure
and it did not make me feel any different. *Sigh*
Then I relocated
to a new country
with a new language
new people
new everything
and i did stand out because of a few things including the fact that within a few months I could understand this new language perfectly, and that I was doing extremely well at school
I then changed school, and there I was like everyone, again
How could I stand out, be different?
Socially, I had no problems, since I adapt very easily and I analyze people in a way that I then know how to approach them and be friends with them. That's sweet
Academically, I was doing okay. Not great, not bad. Just good
I met incredible people. When I say incredible, I truly mean it

Some students were so smart that I couldn't quite understand them, really, nor approach them. They were so smart, it was SCARY
some students could hack anything on computers. amazing at programming etc etc
some students were amazing at art. I looked at them drawing but couldn't stand it for very long.
some students were state champions of different sports (tennis, swimming, and some other sports)
some others were incredible at music. you know, this kind of people who look at a score and no matter how complicated the music is, they can play it 5 minutes later? well I've met people like that.
and some people were all of that or at least 3 of these things.
...and then...there is me, and a bunch of other normal people
well I learned something
If you want to be different, you gotta start as young as possible. And you better choose to be extremely knowledgeable ; smart.
Amazing at music too, if you can. But of course that is mostly a gift, i guess.
that's just my opinion.
Intelligence is the key
I'm sad it took me so long to realize it but life isn't over yet ^_^

http://www.egreetings.com/display.pd?bfrom=1&prodnum=3120121&path=32926

I guess I should be offended by that
But I am not ^_^
I think this actually is funny
You know you like it..

This post was pointless but isn't it what my blog is about? pointless...ness?

First answer I though of was : why not?
but that's just retarded so we're going to ignore that thought

Second answer, and valid one, would be that I am someone who does not like to tell my feelings, emotions, thoughts, likes and dislikes to my friends, or anybody I actually know. Why ? I just like to keep everything inside of me, maybe. Anyway, I kept so much inside that I just need to let some out ; it doesn't matter, since I don't know you, reader. To me, you are a stranger, to you, I am a stranger. Cool, right?

Third answer : I like to write. This one is self-explanatory